Can you phantom what it feels like, witnessing your 2 kids dropped 
out of the window ?( she had gotten back 2gether with the father of 
these kids, but he abused all 3 after drinking; she tried to kill 
herself.).
Can u feel the quilt of a social worker who had
 the capability of saving these 2 kids? ( she visited the home, but was 
thrown out by the abuser)
Do you know what it must be like
 to be raped on your second date in your home? ( she loved dancing and 
had a fabulous 1st date, he asked her on a 2nd date at her house and to 
cook for him, so he could save himself some money)
Do u 
understand a woman, who craves & has sex, b/c she is desperate for 
love, to be liked for HER, rebellious of being called a sinner? (she too
 had an cold blooded abortion in an apartment at the age of 15 , and was
 molested by grandpa)
What must it feel like as an 
teenager, to have an abortion in cold blood, by a drunk, 2 see all 
instruments laying in a bucket ? she too was a sinner..THE DEVIL...(her 
older sister give her the address for this abortion, for she knew that 
little sis was pregnant, but refused to give her the money, and couldn't
 wait what mom would say, if she found out)
Can you 
imagine the pain, shame, quilt of a mother who was molested by her 
father, and had to raise 2 daughters herself-( she turned to religion, 
and called her daughters sinners who needed to be soaked by oil, the 
cross on their forehead and ask 4 forgiveness)
Do u 
understand a woman who provides counseling to other women, and gets her 
heart broken 4 times by the same man?( she took him back each time, the 
last time she went against her better judgement and he disappeared 
again, that's when her heart "fell into the bottom of his shoe")
Imagine
 being high society, rich, wealthy and financing your husband, then to 
find out you have aids b/c your husband likes to bend over other guys? 
(she had major trust issues and placed all her trust in him, and ended 
up hurt, betrayed and alone).
Then there was the angel, 
who consoled, babysat, called the social worker, tried 2 save the sex 
craved, cried out 4 help while the family next door was getting beaten 
up (only then to witness the kids being thrown out of the window). And 
yet she remained strong for all because once upon a time she use to be 
in their shoes !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 
 
By Smiley Angel
 
 
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